Oct. 30, 8:15PM

    Posting this a lil late, but I had to make dinner and do a work thing, but I did take my last dose at 8:15pm. The toes actually curled a lil bit, but not on any extreme level, so that's good. The left leg itself is just kinda in pain, but overall better. The fingers are a lil wonky but ok. 

Just overall, a long day, not bad by any means, just long. Lots of thinking about what to do for my future, and how much time I have left and who to spend it with. Not that I'm dying any time soon, at least I hope I'm not...I don't want to. But, I want to make the best out of the time I have, now that I have, hopefully an extension with this procedure.

I want to right the wrongs and I want to cherish the people that have stood by me. I want to thank them, and you, and everyone who has helped me through this. Let's keep going. Let's find some good days and enjoy them, because dammit, they seem to almost never come lately. 

I'm reminded of a quote from Eleanor Roosevelt, “You must do the things you think you cannot do.” I think apply that to the week ahead and try to make some gains if possible.