Oct. 29, 9pm

 Ok, so i havent had any medication since my last dose, and haven't done anything at all stressful since the I left the dealership...went food shopping, that was it. That's hardly what I would call stress or even anxiety inducing. 

Ever since I got home, my mind has been racing in 394 different directions, and I mean racing, I feel like I have a hundred(or 394) different thoughts in my head and its....a lil worrying. Its been like this for about 2-3 days now but I didn't think it was anything worth mentioning till now.

I've felt a lil more....wiry(yeah, lets go with that word for now.) in the past 2 hours, nothing concerning, just...more loose. I wasn't planning on taking the night meds, Gocurvi included till then.

I checked my pulse and heart rate and all that is fine, or fine for me. I don't feel off balance or like i'm going to freeze, I don't see Jessie Graff doing jumping jacks in front of me(but I so wish I did.), I am as in full control as usual, it just feels like i'm amped and ready to go, not like an adrenaline rush but I just feel really dialed in.

I begrudgingly did my research on the side effects of the Gocurvi, and this isn't really listed as one of them, at least not the way I am currently experiencing it. Hell I don't even know if its in my system.

I did notice my appetite has been very low lately, but I am eating and drinking, just not as much as I know I should, which is why these, lets call them, "Extreme Boosts" (we're both 90's kids right? We can appreciate the use of the word "Extreme" in everything.), are slightly puzzling. Granted I haven't really tapped into them to see how quickly i'd tire out(I'm not that nutty), but it seems like I've almost had to yell at myself to shut it down to get to sleep. But when i'm asleep, i'm out like a light.

Maybe its nothing having to do with anything med or PD related.

Theres....also another thing...