Oct. 31, 11:30PM

 Took my medication at 11:15 and as of 11:30, I have had hand tremors, foot rigidity, toe curling and just a lousy, lousy mood.

Today included; my car not even making it to registration or inspection after I found out it needed 2 tires. I now cannot drive it.

Getting screamed at and threatened by a random bum on the street.(In the city, totally normal background noise that likely happens more than I realize...here on shitt...er....staten island, not as normal.)

Me falling backwards out of a chair that broke(Not PD related, just a shitty chair....so maybe a win?). 

Me scratching my fisheye camera lens(no idea if it can be fixed or how much it'll cost).

Me being unable to finish the edit of my friends photos on time. 

Getting into at least 3 arguments with my father in only 20 minutes of him being home, plus him again doubting my ability to do photography. 

My neighbors grandkids throwing rocks at me and my car.

Running out of Halloween candy.

Missing people I shouldn't. Or should...I dunno. I guess you're spot on when you say "emotional states have an effect on your symptoms. I again, didn't want to spiral. I tried to fight it this morning, but the day was just not letting me have it. Sigh, we'll try again tomorrow.

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