Dec. 15, 4:35PM

 So just at my 4:30 dose and I've been feeling tight just today in the left arm and leg, but just today, and I think that's cause i took last nights Gocuvri at like 815pm when I got home because I was exhausted from walking from 39-59th to see Dr. O'Neil(It went well, thank you...I'm not sure if you had anything to do with anything, but if you did, you continue to be awesome, but you know this.),then from 59th to you folks....then I walked from you folks to Houston till I just said, "screw this, I'm getting an Uber" and took that to the ferry. 

So by the time I got home, I was wiped out and knew I'd fall asleep early and didn't wanna miss a dose. I was out by like 9:30pm and slept till 9:15am...I haven't been this tired in a long, long time. So I was a lil off on the times and now I'm paying for it. But hey, I got sleep.(I also had a weird dream that I made out with someone I didn't know in a bookstore I've never been to.)(Also begs the question, do any of the meds/DBS have a side effect of...well....do they....have any....side effects....in....that....dept...? :-\ )

I think you know this, but I was ecstatic to see you yesterday.(c'mon, when am I not...yeah, that was weird, but so am I.) To be honest, I didn't think I would, and I hope I didn't get you in trouble or anything. If you...need me to...rein it in, just totally let me know and I will...I know I can be a tad overwhelming(fucking understatement of the century.), and I'll try to tone it down(but, hey, I like my team, I don't know how else I can stress that point.)

I still am curious as to your thoughts on sensory deprivation. 

Also, I got a "Medical Practice Survey"(Not mal-practice, I double-glanced at that too haha)from Sinai about our visit on the 7th, its one of those standard looking, questionnaires I can fill in about you and the staff(speaking of which, what are the names of the main front desk woman and Asian nurse who usually take my vitals?

Now I think we both know I'm going to ravish you with all the praise and you're gonna look reeeally good...but are there any key words, or special things I should say that you know they look for?(Yes, i'm basically asking you to fill out your own evaluation, this is a rare opportunity...I think...but I want to not only preserve your job, but give you the best chance at a promotion, as long as you still get to be my doctor haha, I'm a needy bastard.) Now, I know you're gonna wanna say something along the lines of, "that's not necessary", or "I can't do that" while simultaneously blushing or throwing darts at my photo(which begs the question, how did you get a photo of me? That's weird Epione, just weird...hahahaha), so lets skip that and you just tell me what they're looking for before I tell them something like, "Dr. Leaver should be given a sledgehammer so she can crush all her competitors," or something weird like that.(I might mention how you hate Star Wars, which, we're gonna need to talk deeply about.)

I can provide screenshots of the form if you want to see it, so lemme know. 

Ahead of next weeks appointment, I wanted to also ask, would I be able to do the Coney Island New Years Day Polar Bear Plunge with the implant or no? I ask because its on my bucket list(see my regular blog, hehe), and I feel like this year it might finally be cold enough to do it. Lemme know!

Lastly, If you can(yes, yes I know, i'm needy), come up with a few ideas of the programs/ways that my "Looking Up: The Happiness Project" can help you! I wanna announce it soon! Let me know monday if you can :-)