March 1 2023, 2AM

So I too am annoyed by the mental health issue, I just didn't say it at first. You know I am though. 

And here's where my night time/shower thought rabbit hole thought started. I started thinking about the photoshoots I I've done previously. Pretty much most - not all of them from what I can tell have, in some way ended up with me not talking to the person I ended up Photographing eventually. Something almost always happened... Some I had nasty splits with, some faded into nothing. 

Maybe I'm superstitious....no,I definitely am. I just don't want you to end up in that group. I want this to go as smoothly as possible. I don't know what that'll take but, let's just hope for the best. 

Are you sure your higher ups okayed this? I'm gonna complete my part of the script and then check in with Whitney. I don't want you getting into any trouble at all with this. I'm just paranoid. 

Just to be 100% clear, you/they know this is going out only on; instapoo( I honestly dont like them, but ive been told i need some social media presence for this and I refuse to go on the cesspool that is facebook...and I just dont get tik tok, and apparently they're close to being shut-down anyway), out via my private email to maybe like...3 people who will actually read it and i'll put it up on the website for the project, which is still being built. It'll be hosted on Youtube, but viewable only to those I share the link with...which won't be anyone except those who genuinely express an interest in taking part in the project.

Basically what i'm saying is, I'm going to all the lengths I can think of to ensure your....privacy? sanity? protection? haha, I just want to make this as hassle-free for you and Sinai as humanly possible. I really don't see an actual problem, i'm just ultra-paranoid is all. You folks are doing me a favor, i recognize that and it'd be dumb of me to mess it up. 

Really, after this, you and your folks as far as the project goes....your main role is to then wait for me to get you some cash after this gets really rolling. Also, if any of you want to be included, I can do that, and if anyone has any connection to anyone even remotely interesting or notable, that would be a gigantic(Total off the rails sidenote: Some sources claim that the Titanic's 3rd sister ship, the Brittanic was to be named Gigantic, but it was changed after the sinking.) help. I have an idea that if I can maybe snag an, "in" with someone like Stephen Colbert, that might make things easier since theres a new person to photograph every day with that...though I would like to do as many of these on a location as I can...Just the thought of Shooting Jessie Graff in a gym makes my photo senses go nuts.

With that being said, I have a fun question...Who would you like to see photographed as part of the project? Could be anyone....alive....I mean anyone....could be someone from Rebecca to Bono, Niotis to Dame Judi Dench....skies the limit(I'm hoping to get Barack and Michelle, yes i'm serious...I also want their opinion on the Penguins V. Sea Lion debate).