March 9, 1:05AM ::

You can tell but the time this isn't going to be one of my more normal updates. I just went up 4 notches on my DBS because the past 2 days have been a nightmare.

Almost constant rigidity in all of the left side, tremor in the hand, which also doesn't wanna hold things....and the toes wanna curl but I can mostly fight it. The lower part of the face is hanging open and my feet want to shuffle, but again I can mostly fight it.

It seems like a majority of the issues happen when I'm trying to rest, which means sleeping is now hard, which makes tried and cranky.

It just feels like the whole device is not on, which I know is not the case.

Again, I don't blame anyone, because it was working before- but if this gonna be my life going forward... That's gonna really suck, because I feel trapped....